Home Study part 2

Well, I don't know if I just have the winter blues or exactly whats going on. I am very down and have been since Christmas. Everything seems to be taking longer than it should in our adoption process. We are still waiting on our social worker from our home study to type up her report. She said it would take a few days and we are now waiting almost a month. We had to re do finger prints because it had been to long since our last ones. There was a problem with our paperwork for child abuse clearance(our s.s# were not on the paper work we sent in) I know these are just minor annoyances but for some reason they are hitting me pretty hard this time. Our total time dealing with a home study from beginning to now has been several months! Of course we had to switch to another agency for our home study and that took awhile. I keep wanting to scream WHY? Why is everything taking so long? I know that God is in control and has a specific child for us and this process can't be rushed but I feel a yearning so deep that at times it feels as if someone has ripped my heart out. Well, I guess that was a ridiculous amount of whining on my part and it's time to pick myself up, dust myself off and continue to hold Gods hand. I have realized that I let go of it somewhere between Christmas and now. And from now on no more whining! You all have my permission to blast me for whining from now on! God Bless all of you.